It’s all in my fucking head

I’m jealous of those who have religion for those moments you want to just pray because you think their is nothing left for you to do. I have this idea of life, I know what I want. I’ve seen enough an experienced enough were now I know what the goal is. I’ve always been that person. Having a very determined idea an bringing it to life. I had it when I wanted too be in Seattle. I came a long way to get where I am now and I want to fucking move in the direction of the image in my head now